THUG LIFE

I don't  wanna limit myself of becoming happy but how can I be happy when I'm so busy in my study? I wan't to explore new things, I wan't to experience the things as my colleagues experience. As of 17 years of my existence I focus only on my study. I always work hard and study hard. YES, I meet their expectations but I lost a lot of chances. Now I am a strange of my own self. Insecurities step on me, I wanna be like them but how? I guess I'm too late I'm old, and I can't travel back into time and chance everything. As a piece of advice from a girl hiding from the word, " If your bother is jumping in a pile of leaves, join with him forget what you are doing, If your mother ask you to go with her in shopping, then go! It is a rare opportunity, If your dad, wants you to stay at home then stay, 'cause he just want to have great time with you, and if your friend is sad and broken then come to her and lend your shoulder for her to cry. For all of these are so rare it will never happened again, if you allow it to pass, one day will come you'll regret it.". Assignments? they can wait. Lessons can be learned, but wasted memories can never be bought back. So as long a your still young, do what makes you happy, don't let the school pressure you and limits your happiness. Don't let anyone control your happiness, create your own world, make your own life, do things that make you happy, 'cause nothing is constant, everything come and go. Some might go, but leave a deep lesson that may defined you in the future. SO Choose happiness always. KEEP SMILING ! KEEP FIGHTING.

Life is twisted as always when you learn to stand on your own decisions, life does everything to make you stumble again, but don't let it change your personality. Even if it causes too much pain, sadness and  deprivation from society never change your attitude. Remember your values will help you out in a dark tunnel wherein light awaits you. Keep exploring the beauty of life. Never set limitations and rules to yourself. Let yourself be hurt and experience all those emotions in world for it will help you define yourself and make you acquainted with your own. For no one can understand you like you do. Some people might just hurt you, but be thankful to them for they make you realize that you deserve someone better than them. I remember my friend telling me, Life is precious all you have to do is to find the gem of your life. How funny even in what situation you are in life , even if you are so down and doesn't have any reason to continue fighting, you just have to think that you need to find the gem to define happiness for you.  

Everything in this world has a equivalent amount, but except happiness. Love? it can be bought, but real happiness will never be bought. Keep fighting, keep moving, keep loving, and rocking the life you had."NO ONE KNOWS YOU BETTER THAN YOUR SELF", "ONLY YOU CAN DEFINE YOUR HAPPINESS". "YOU ARE THE POET OF YOUR OWN LIFE, SO WRITE THE BEST STORY YOU CAN WRITE."

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